rah............
i realise i always say things tt hide my feelings inside.
somehow, i feel abit fake like i'm hiding my real self,
the selfish and petty self)=
this is bad,
bad for my heart, bad for my body, bad for my mind.
but good for others haha..
pple will think tt i'm actly tt nice, tt selfless.
ease their minds while i suffer zzz..
but i'm not all that.
i get sad and angry for no reason too.
haha i'm not gna say it's pms, last time was the last time i was gna say tt.
zzz is so much nicer to say then sianzz haha random.
hmm probly it's just me being too sensitive such tt i get all those bad feelings,
not gd not gd.
gta learn t look at the bigger picture and not focus on myself only!!
i feel zzz to noe how selfish i can be))=
i'm a bad girl..